lets-fall

2007-10-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

i went for the LAST DAREGROUP as CG ONE on SATURDAY.
i'm so sad. these pictures were taken at DG.
there are more that we took, but will get it another day.
so have fun with these :)

but earlier on in the morning on SATURDAY, i attended my aunt's wedding.

i stayed over the night before to help.

slept at about 1 plus or 2, then woke up at 5.30am

cus the make-up artist came early.

well, these are some pictures i took with my camera.

congrates aunty! :)

above & below: the bride (my aunt)

above & below: isnt the baby just SO cute?

above: the bride's sister (my aunt)

above: the bride (my aunt) and her groom.

above & below: my sister

2007-10-25T19:46:00.000+08:00

listen.
whoever the person is who is posing as my friends,
could you stop?
it isnt nice.
if you really do have issues with me,
tell it to my face,
instead of bad-mouthing untrue facts about me,
and using my friends' names.

2007-10-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU ALL YOU GUYS SO MUCH
FOR TRYING SO HARD TO CHEER ME UP DURING DINNER.
LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.

SO MUCH THANKS TO: CHRIST GANG, MY LOVELY FRIENDS, AND ALL YOU FUNNY AND LOVEABLE GUYS <3

2007-10-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

DARE - after dinner.

SUNDAY (today) - lunch

AT DARE - service time

2007-10-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

[ i feel like crap, and i dont feel like talking still ]

what people like you, G, dont know about is the hell i'm going through.
why you people gotta be so one-sided?
to think i felt so sad and got so worried when i heard someone framed you.
come to think of it, why did i even care?
you hear about a story of how i was harsh to someone now that you have befriend him.
you dont even know of the past hell he has put he through.
why the hell do you gotta be like this?

btw YM,
i dont know you anymore.
i dont like this so-called "NEW" you.
i'm kinda sorry to have met you now.
i dont like your "NEW act big" attitude.

2007-10-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

the link below is from JOELLE,
and the song is REALLY GOOD!
loves it, man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lnio-pqLPgg

2007-10-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

some random pictures :)

photos from last D.A.R.E

6th Oct 2007

photos from when me, clarisa, jamie and wan teng went out.

what fun, boy.

today school celebrated founders' day.
HOW FREAKING BORING IT WAS.
the minister of defense was invited.
BIG DEAL, man.
took some photos today.
like these... :)

below: my try at being an "ah-lian". what a joke man.

2007-10-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

ZOMG!
my term 4 results are RUBBISH.

Combined Science: 52.3
E maths: originally 45, but after moderation 52
Combined Humans: 53
English: 58.2
Pure Literature: 68
Chinese: 41
Add Maths: originally 32.5, but after moderation 39.5

what kinda crap resulta are these huh?
man oh man.
hope i wont retain with my overall.
i'll post the rest of the photos
that i have taken over the past week on another day

[ i dont feel like talking to anyone right now ]

2007-10-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

this is a video of clarisa, wan teng and jamie

when we went out.

this is a video of zelia

2007-10-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

what a time i had yesterday

after D.A.R.E during dinner.

i had such a time laughing.

victoria took a video of me LAUGHING my ass off.

let me show you 2 videos.

how embarrassing can.

but it's for your pleasure to watch them :)

2007-10-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

JOELLE ONG LI EN !
I HAVE A BIG BRUISE ON MY BACK !
我现在不会原谅你.

2007-10-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!
this kid is SOO CUTE!
i'm in love with him <3

click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pj2Nutu5v8

2007-10-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

oh shitty,
today we got back 3 papers.
i did damn badly can.
combined PHYSICS: 45
combined CHEMISTRY: 58.5
combined SCIENCE: 52.25
E Maths: 45

WHAT kind of marks are these?
they are so shitty.
i am gonna DIE when my parents find out.
but you know what,
even those DAMN SMART people from A class failed.
HOW CAN?
means this paper was hard.
the average grade among the whole level is only
C5!
like wtf please.
tomorrow i am getting back the rest of my papers.

currently, i feel so upset/pissed/and i dont know what other emotions
with G, YM, R and B.
they make my life turn upside down.
i dont know what to do with them.
i am stressed beyond words can describe.
my poor friends have to hear me whine EVERY SINGLE DAY.
i <3 you guys so much for that.

i'm DOOMED FOR MY TOMORROW.

btw, i saw this CUTE notice on a bottle:
HI, ME 5cents.

2007-10-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!

today was SO MUCH FUN.
DEL, LII, JAS and I went to Cathay Cineplex to watch Nanny Dairies.
i feel like a pig.
i ate fried mars bars, nachos and something from Starbucks.
guess who didnt eat anything?
i kept whining to them about missing D,
like i miss talking to D and stuff.
:'(
aiya, i painted my nails at the funfair
but i gotta remove it.
cus i got school tomorrow.
how sad.
i didnt have school today
cus the school declared it a holiday.
the school received 5 awards from the MOE.
like SO WHATEVER.
nothing much more?
tmr i have geog, social studies and pure literature lesson.
we took quite a bit of photos today.
oh well, i'll show it to you.

2007-09-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

what a shitty time i had at the fair.
it was yesterday.
at least D came :)
i havent seen him in such a long time.
boy, do i miss him?
i dont now.
a fight nearly broke out between B and some guy.
it has gotten me damn freaking pissed.
and i also now suspect G of smoking.
what makes me pissed is that if he really does smoke,
means all this time he has been lying to me.
i dont know if i am HAPPY or UPSET or PISSED.
gosh, help me.

but at least today wasnt as bad.
i spent some time with my butch aunt.
she is like the COOLEST EVER!
i told her like so many things that i dont tell my mom.
she like totally understands.
i told her about the smoking thingy,
even though she smokes.
but i think she stopped already.
which would be good.
but what just spoils my day is YM and B.
RAH!
i dont want to think about it.
i might just play with BESTFRIEND again.
but i wont, cus i have my friends with me at all times.

plus i am going out with DEL, JAS, LII tmr for a day of fun,
to get my mind off things :)

btw according to them, D is the best.

2007-09-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

ZOMG!
yesterday was SOOO retarded in school.
Jas had a shock by Jo,
cus I got bullied by Jo for whacking her breast.
Del got "raped" by Jo,
and WE got it on video.
Del was such a poor thing.
everyone got frightened for Jo,
and the BEST part was all Ryn did was
LAUGH LAUGH and LAUGH.
Lii eventually also got bullied by Jo.
this ALL happened during our break,
and we ended up running away from Jo.
OH WHAT FUN my most BEAUTIFUL CLIQUE <3

after school, me and Lii and to rush to Bugis
to get the STUPID waterguns for the STUPID funfair this Saturday.
Basil came to meet me at YCK MRT station.
i made him wait for 45mins.
when i reached YCK MRT station,
Gideon already reached Bugis.
i felt SOOOOO bad making him wait.
Lii couldnt resist feeding Ginger the cat,
so she also was late :)
i conclude,

GIRLS ARE FASHIONABLY LATE.

so Lii, Gideon, Basil and I went to find for waterguns.
BUT the worst part is that 1 BIG watergun,
and 1 SMALL watergun doesnt work.
so i have to go back to Bugis tomorrow to change it.
i hope they will allow.
Lii isnt free tomorrow,
so i managed to get Basil to follow me all the way there.
oh well,
today was CHINESE LESSON THE WHOLE DAY.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
and then i had CHINESE TUITION.
MAN i hate today.
update soon, gonna talk till 3 again :)

2007-09-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

ZOMG!
it's FINALLY ALL OVER.
Innovation Week ended today.
i spent like 45mins per drawing ytd.
i'll show you.

best right.
waste my life.
not easy please.

anyways, me and lii are going to bugis to get the water guns.
if bugis doesnt have cheap ones,
we'll go back to The Concourse.
gideon and basil wants to come find me.
oh and ytd, i went to basil's house to teach him properties of a circle.
at least i knew that topic really well.
ahahahaha.

the number is 9.
kill me please.

poem titled: & an untold love attachment.

2007-09-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

poem titled: & an untold love attachment.

first, unspoken words;
unveil before my eyes,
a moanful touch of yesterday's tears,
nosily silence that cry.

what slowly fades,
is that untold feeling,
with what sparks,
a new beginning.

this happening, falls;
into endless deep sorrow,
recollecting thoughts,
of a yester-years' tomorrow.

my dread of doubt,
the heart that hurts,
my cry from being confuse,
shatters memories made.

i've let go,
once a many times,
emotions break this fort of mine,
think about the doubt of his coming.

& an untold love attachment,
an unbecoming ending.

21 sept 2007, 10:53pm.

2007-09-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

INNOVATION WEEK PROJECT.
it's a killer.
let me show you the drawings wanlin and i drew with the computer.
how troublesome.
didnt do much today besides IWP.
psst, go KILLER news.
YM kinda did like joelle, like EWWWWWWW.
btw this is a guy.
okay, here are the results of today's IWP.

tsk.

2007-09-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE IT.
the stupid innovation Week Project is like SO DARN HARD.
so much work to do.
how to draw.
i am trying but i think i am failing.
to think if i could draw, i would consider it as my future JOB?!
yeah right, what a far fetch dream.
ahahaha?

aiya, and _ O _ _ _ A _ _ H just got me FOOKING mad.
RAH! what to do,
forget it.

shit, so much more work to do.
i cant complete it.
blog again tomorrow <3
g'night my _________-self.

2007-09-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

look at what me and LIYANA did before the day was over.
OH what FUN we had.
this was pointless,
but we LAUGHed till our Stomach hurt.
let's see what we'll DO tomorrow!
MUAHAHAHA
THIS HELPS OVERCOME BOREDOM.

2007-09-19T13:40:00.000+08:00

sorry i havent blogged for what seems like YEARS, due to exams.
NOW......

MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
HOLIDAY MOOD HERE I COME!

on monday, after J's and D's POA paper were over,we went SHOPPING!
we were looking for a dress for J, and a pair of shoes for D.
J bought a really nice dress!!!
we did cam-whore, AS USUAL.
will load it here later after my post.
man oh man,
some time ago, i made a guy cry at YCK mrt station.
how embarrassing please!
why did he cry, you might be thinking...
i told him straight to his face no way,
and then he went on and on about how much he liked me.
OH PLEASE!
i already said no.

ARGH! i think i am depressed.
i went home alone last D.A.R.E on the 15th of Sept.
did some thinking...
and felt miserable.
i think i really pity myself.
i have so much things going on,
yet i still waste my life away by using my bestfriend every once in a while.
a disappointment huh to some?
aiya, i dont know what to do anymore.
THANKS TO ALL THE FAGS who help make my life worse EVERYDAY.
sometimes i wish they could see things from my point of view.
okay, ENOUGH of moaning in self-pity...
i'll upload the most recent CAM-WHORING session dated 16th Sept 2007!

2007-07-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

whoo'
it's been a LONG time since blogged.
so many thing have happened in the past month.
keep hearing my friends bumping into the DUMB Faggot.
i even saw him.
how more spoilt can it get?
so many things going through my mind.
nearly moved house.
church.
people.
too much i cant handle.
STUPID FUNFAIR and FAKE PW FUNFAIR!!!
god give me the strength, PLEASE!
have been cam-whoring in Church.
shall post it another time.
i'm really tired.
i need a BREAK!
a break from you FAGGOTS!
ruining my life.
EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL

2007-06-05T10:10:00.000+08:00

i've made up my mind.
i wont wait, i wont try.
i'll let it all go.
no matter how hard i can try,
nobody is good enough for me.
i'll let go, and let god.
thanks Coach Lily <3
i really needed to hear that.
thanks so much for last night.
i really dont need anyone to take my daddy god's place.
so that's that.
nothing more is said.

2007-05-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

i just cant wait for you.
every time i think i can give you another chance,
you make it back fire.
i thought you changed to be better,
to someone i could depend on,
someone more mature,
understanding,
and less childish.
but i was SO wrong.
you are still that child at heart.
you dont understand things.
you dont get it, do you?
whenever i call you and want to speak to you,
you always say you are busy.
what more?
you are never free.
what more can i say?
i thought i could say yes to you again,
i know yo want that as an answer.
but i dont think you're worth it anymore.
cus i think i can see that i am not worth yours either.
i just cant have it that way.
i'm sorry.
but it's part of your fault too.

2007-05-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

sorry i havent bogged in some time but...

YAYE.
my exams ended yesterday.
had a blast going out with CARYN DELVINA LIYANA JOELLE JASPREET <3
URGH, tomorrow i will be leaving for camp.
i'm the first-aider.
what a joke.
looks like i am the one who actually needs aid-ing.
moron joelle doesnt want to go for camp.
i have abigail, alyn, kim, joyce ler, and some more people in my group.
i forgot who else.
will be back on friday.
then later that day at night, i will have dance rehearsal.
saturday too, but it's in the morning instead.
jon's also having a party that saturday.
i dont know if i can go.
oh wells, it's tiring, you know.
at least my exams are OVER.

2007-04-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

BTW, who are you "SNAKE"?

i wont be blogging till exams are over.
but recently,
liyana's birthday was on the 28th of april...
delvina's birthday is coming, on the 2nd of may...
my birthday just passed, 11th of april...

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

anyways, study hard.
although i cant say that i am doing that...
opps.
till another day.

2007-04-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

cam-whoring sessions!!!

2007-04-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

i've been really upset about things.
why?
dont ask me that.
i cant tell the "you" things anymore.
i really wish the "you" didnt change so much.
i miss the "you".
i dont know why, but i still feel for the "you".
why cant i just put it all behind?
it's ruining me!
i have so many issues in my head,
that i dont know whereto start it with.

i'm so sorry guys.

what fun! i love you guys!

2007-04-09T18:14:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in a long time,
but here are the most recent cam-whoring sessions i've had.
thanks to these LOVELY guys,
i had a BLAST on the 6th april 2007.
they spent the whole day with me.
i love you guys, i love you guys, i love you guys,
i love you guys, i love you guys, i love you guys.

oh my...

2007-03-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

my grandmother has had a stroke
and is still unconscious.
this happened on friday morning.
and today is monday.
and till today she doesnt have much response.
her right side is paralyzed.
so far, she has only been able to nod or shake her head and squeeze her hand.
but her eyes are still closed.

i'm so sorry, to you guys.

2007-03-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry
but i couldnt.
i just need to play with my bestfriend again.
i know i promised i wouldnt.
but this is to the max i can tolerate.
i just had to vent on it
cus no one is there for me.
and no one that i can trust is awake.

NEWater plant visit.

2007-03-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

this is what happens when you let US go camwhoring,
at the NEWater visitors centre today:

2006 DARE SUPERSTAR

2007-03-06T18:56:00.000+08:00

2006 DARE SUPERSTAR

the LONG awaited pictures from
DARE SUPERSTAR's photoshoot.
dont we just look GLAM GLAM GLAM.

i LOVE you guys!
*kisses to you all.

sleepless nights.

2007-03-05T05:33:00.000+08:00

where are you when i needed you the most?

where'd you go?

i havent slept a wink all night.
i'm blogging before i leave for school.
i'm so caught up in such a mess i cant unsolve it.
i cant collect my thought and solve it.
i cant sleep bcus of it.
bcus of you and you.
bcus of everything.
i dont know what to think now.
help me get through my insomnia that has been going on for months...

taggies.

2007-03-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

i'll reply your tags:

sandy: thanks:) i'm trying not to care about the faggot.
but you know i cant forget it easily. i know you guys care for me.
thanks guys! i love you all.

yeu mahn: thanks. i know you care about me.
i'll try to not care anymore okay?
I'LL TRY...

what's that for?

2007-03-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

what was all THAT for?
what do you want to prove to me?
she wearing your jersey?
asking me to meet you before i left?
so you can show me who you brought?
asked me if i was staying for dinner?
hang around at the lift just so you can be i the same lift to flaunt her off?
trying to prove to me something?
you actually asked me if i wanted, that we could go back together?
so THAT was your purpose.
how LOW can you get?
so you HAD to come for church today just cus you wanted to show HER off to me.
you low-life scumbag.
rot in hell, if you must.
you're now just to ruin me, arent you.
fuck you.

sewing together bananas?

2007-03-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

in LIVE! lesson today,
we had to SEW BANANAS together.
cus like we had to pee off then skin
then break it into 3 pieces.
THEN use needle and thread to sew it back together.
it was suppose to remind us about our friendship with people.
which made alot of sense.
cus once you're hurt the person,
the damage cant be undone.
take a look at the BANANA after the whole process,
it didnt look the same anymore.
it applies to your life.
so dont hurt people for the fun of it.

i'm refering to YOU.

FUN lesson?

2007-02-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

everyday partner and i had FUN in geog lesson today.
i held up a map to block TEE from seeing liyana change out of her PE shirt into her uniform.
OH, and i found a tie.
liyana didnt kow this at first but while having fun with our new hobby ehich includes tiny pieces of paper being thrown at each other.
tiny pieces of paper which got stuck in liyana's hair.
OH what FUN!
liyana's so hardworking.
she scored higher than me in both geog and E maths so far.
tsk.
i must learn from everyday partner.
i have to study harder and actually do the homework!

written by.

2007-02-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

it's the past. but here it is again...

my poem: 27th.

the stars still shine
when i look into your eyes
it was a picture perdect memory
just being by your side

keep me safe
keep me secure
keep me yours
just forever more

this rememberance is mine
for just you to keep
i love you and remember that
cause it'll never seem to cease
in this memory of you and me!

written by.

2007-02-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

my poem: It Hurts.

words that were spoken.
daggers to my heart.
actions that were forseen.
left these two apart.

a century's old tale.
nothing but a myth.
your actions towards me.
your unconcern tone.

what's this to become of me?
you left me in misery.
it hurts.

written by.

2007-02-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

my poem: Freedom.

without chains.
through open doors.
see those leaves,
fall to the floor.

unearthed soil.
pattering rain.
all these wandering,
just see it fade.

limitless time
unknown freedom.
once unventured,
now significant.

end of it all.

2007-02-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

i got officially dumped by HIM today.
he said the whole "we're still good friends" speech.
oh, go and die.
i think i was part of a game.
a sick game that you all thought was amusing.
see someone hurt.
i couldnt contain my tears till i reached home,
so in the freaking public bus i started to tear.
but no one saw, at least.
the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ is my bestfriend again.
080107, 281106.
now 270207.
all these USELESS numbers.
HE still had the nerve to ask me how i was doing and how i was feeling online.
and HE went into the whole "we're friends, right?" speech.
just give me a break.

*this is the part where the song "Walk Away" by Paula DeAnda starts playing.*

but you've gotta switch the roles, if you get what i mean.
the lyrics make alot of sense and has meaning.
anyways, i really dont know what is going on.
one minute he has feelings or me, and that this whole thing was important to him.
the next, he asked his Ex to stead already and i mean nothing to him anymore.
in love for a second, the next out of it?
HE was suppose to be the mature one.
look who's the one being immature.
after everything...
you did it all for the chase, didnt you.
such an amateur.
how could you do this to me?
i have nothing more to say to you.
what can i say to change you back?
you yourself said you're changed.
what more can i do?
i might say that all that matters is that you can be happy...
but i want to be happy too.
i cant be that now.
i'm hurt.
cant you read in-between the lines?
are you as dumb as i think?

written by.

2007-02-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

for you.

my poem: Dream Girl.

dream girl,
sing it all over again.
dream girl,
the only one for you.

conquer her heart,
win it all,
she'll be your's
just forever more.

turn back time,
undo all wrong.
so the Sun shall still shine,
all day long.

keep it unsolved,
commit more undone.
the rain till pours,
just for my heart alone.

no one's gonna hold you down,
especially not I.
i just want you to be happy,
i'll even try not to cry.

dream girl,
it's what you're looking for.
dream girl,
forget all past to get her.

written by.

2007-02-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

it's all about you.

my poem: butterfly change

butterflies changes cycle,
just like you in life.
in a blink of an eye,
all trace is gone.

leave nothing behind,
forget the past.
what use of it to you,
am i right?

i'll let you move on,
even though i cant.
i'll morn silently,
so you cant strifle my cry.

your goal for change,
it's right infront of you.
i wont hold you down,
or hold a grudge against you.

let your wings,
my butterfly,
fly free,
into the dawn.

written by.

2007-02-26T18:23:00.000+08:00

my poem: Walk Away.

do you know i hurt,
and that i tear too.
i hope it's all lie.
please tell me it really isnt true.

was it a must?
you said you had to.
did i have to find out?
you thought i didnt have a clue.

i heard you cried.
that you still like me too.
or was it a fact,
that you were crying for her to...

come back to you
cause she found out.
so it turns out
that i dont mean as much.

what am i to do,
to have it all be removed?
just from my memory,
of anything me and you.

i've blocked thoughts of you,
of everything i know.
but i just cant help
if i still just do.

am i suppose to
let them all,
fade to ash,
comsume it all.

if i turned back time,
would all this be different?
i'll turn to trust,
maybe you just lust.

the hardest thing,
is to just let it go.
piece it together again,
just to see it fall?

one thing i'll try,
just to do.
i'll walk away,
just for you.

belated Valentine's day post.

2007-02-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

SCREW IT, VALENTINE's DAY.

i hate this day.
all because of you.

screw the love,
bring on the hate.

2007-02-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

i'll reply your tags :)

polarbear: nigell you're such an ass. you TOO are a lousy BLOGGER.
so dont anyhow say me. idiot.

jas: i'll try okay?

sandy: yeah, i've got a BLOG, FINALLY right? haha.
yeah IMY too! see you soon.

dumb

2007-02-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

gosh.
nice faggot, dumb faggot and weird faggot.
turns out nothing is quite as it seems.

today, is *dumb* faggot.

apparently, *dumb* is dumb-er than i EVER thought.
now i'm being thrown to the floor with emotional hurt.
why did it have to happen?
am i that horrible?
am i so horrid?
i told you that you have changed ever since you got back you're different.
NOW i know why.
why couldnt you have told me?
why did you have to hide it?
couldnt you just tell me?
i asked you MANY TIMES what was on your mind...
but no, you didnt say anything.
NOW i have to find it out on my own.
do you know how much more hurt you're caused.
all this time, i should have known.
my friends told me to dump you, cus in the FIRST place you're not worth it.
but now, all the more reasons i should have listened to them.
they were watching my back for me.
you're the cause of my change.
*dumb*, you're such an ass.
you dont have any compassion at all, do you?
what's the best past is that you EVEN asked me out for VALENTINE'S DAY.
why?
so you can break me on that day?
too bad, i'm the one that's gonna make that move FIRST!
you're SUCH a faggot, you know.
is this all because i broke your heart first?
so now it's pay-back time?
i thought you said you didnt believe in revenge?
or were you just using me all this while?
just so you could hurt me?
why would you EVEN ask me out with your friends?
cus you all pity me, for this is the result of this game, you were all playing on me?
just cus i'm younger than all of you?
what's in that sick-minded head of your's?
i thought i could believe in you, i thought i could trust you.
turns out i was right all along.
you were trying to male me feel guilty when other guys like me.
just because you had another girl outside.
2-timing me.
so let me guess AGAIN, it's MY FAULT right?
for your sudden change.
i found out you lied to me.
you blew me off for that other girl.
so why did you even bother to ask me out for Valentine's Day?
cause you knew for sure that i couldnt go out?
you got jacked.
I CAN GO OUT.
you just disappoint me a whole LOT.
you an go live your SCREWED UP LIFE, cus i stll have got my friends to hold me up, and help me stand tall.
cause you know what, the guy i fell in love with for the past 8 years is GONE.
what is left, is a poor; sick-minded; screwed up; YOUNG pitiful CHILD.
would you feel guilty?
i wouldnt know.
what will you do?
i think you've forgotten me already.

2007-02-08T01:57:00.000+08:00

i'll reply your tags:

zelia: what;s with the wasabi?

jaspreet: i've done something already.
i've written a blog entry.

'first' blog entry

2007-02-08T01:16:00.000+08:00

YAYE :) thanks to jaspreet, i have another blog.
i know, i dont seem like the type to have a blog, but the other one i had got trashed.
so what exactly am i suppose to write in a blog huh?
:)haha.
well, i just started my third year in secondary school.
i miss 2C2 of 2006 badly.
i miss the clique too.
me and liyana are so lonely in 3B2, while everyone else is in 3C1.
here's some of our memories:

the main point is that i miss year 2006.
2006 is the Year of Dreams Fulfilled.
but it's alright,
cause 2007 is the Year of New Beginnings.

anyways, i have survived lessons like Physics, Chinese, Additional Maths, E Maths and English.
these are like the SUPER DUPER BORING lessons, with the "bored-to-death" teachers.
and i have my new everyday partners.
we go EVERYWHERE together :)haha.
they are namely LIYANA, XUE QI and WAN LIN.
oh, and there's this new girl in my class named Ruth.
you know my stupid school is using the homeroom system now, and it's "killing" my knees.
i have to climb from the 1st floor to the 4th floor for lessons.
haha, but the teacher actually saw me injured and gave me permission to take the lift in school.
but the thing is, that i'm scared.
what if i "get caught" and the teacher who caught me doesnt believe me that i have the permission to take the lift?
oh well, i'll just suffer a little more, till i go see my foot specialist.
it's like 1plus now, and i cant sleep.
and i have to wale up @ 5 for school.
what am i still doing awake?
tsk.

i'l load up some of my poems and songs to remember the next time i blog.
well, i'll end here but i'm not sleeping yet.

2007-02-05T18:29:00.001+08:00

HELLO.(: