30 September 2007
what a shitty time i had at the fair. it was yesterday. at least D came :) i havent seen him in such a long time. boy, do i miss him? i dont now. a fight nearly broke out between B and some guy.it has gotten me damn freaking pissed. and i also now suspect G of smoking. what makes me pissed is that if he really does smoke, means all this time he has been lying to me. i dont know if i am HAPPY or UPSET or PISSED. gosh, help me.but at least today wasnt as bad. i spent some time with my butch aunt. she is like the COOLEST EVER!
i told her like so many things that i dont tell my mom.
she like totally understands.
i told her about the smoking thingy,
even though she smokes.
but i think she stopped already.
which would be good.
but what just spoils my day is YM and B.
RAH!
i dont want to think about it.
i might just play with BESTFRIEND again.
but i wont, cus i have my friends with me at all times.
plus i am going out with DEL, JAS, LII tmr for a day of fun,
to get my mind off things :)
btw according to them, D is the best.
& more clueless fears.
9:50 PM
