25 May 2007
i just cant wait for you.every time i think i can give you another chance,you make it back fire.i thought you changed to be better,to someone i could depend on,someone more mature,understanding,and less childish.but i was SO wrong.you are still that child at heart.you dont understand things.you dont get it, do you?whenever i call you and want to speak to you,you always say you are busy.what more?you are never free.what more can i say?i thought i could say yes to you again,i know yo want that as an answer.but i dont think you're worth it anymore.cus i think i can see that i am not worth yours either.i just cant have it that way.i'm sorry.but it's part of your fault too.
& more clueless fears.
4:27 PM
08 May 2007
sorry i havent bogged in some time but...YAYE.my exams ended yesterday.had a blast going out with CARYN DELVINA LIYANA JOELLE JASPREET <3URGH, tomorrow i will be leaving for camp.i'm the first-aider.what a joke.looks like i am the one who actually needs aid-ing.moron joelle doesnt want to go for camp.i have abigail, alyn, kim, joyce ler, and some more people in my group.i forgot who else.will be back on friday.then later that day at night, i will have dance rehearsal.saturday too, but it's in the morning instead.jon's also having a party that saturday.i dont know if i can go.oh wells, it's tiring, you know.at least my exams are OVER.
& more clueless fears.
6:53 PM
