26 March 2007
my grandmother has had a stroke
and is still unconscious.
this happened on friday morning.
and today is monday.
and till today she doesnt have much response.
her right side is paralyzed.
so far, she has only been able to nod or shake her head and squeeze her hand.
but her eyes are still closed.
& more clueless fears.
7:39 PM
7:39 PM
23 March 2007
i'm sorry
but i couldnt.
i just need to play with my bestfriend again.
i know i promised i wouldnt.
but this is to the max i can tolerate.
i just had to vent on it
cus no one is there for me.
and no one that i can trust is awake.
& more clueless fears.
12:04 AM
12:04 AM
21 March 2007
this is what happens when you let US go camwhoring,
at the NEWater visitors centre today:
& more clueless fears.
10:33 PM
10:33 PM
06 March 2007
2006 DARE SUPERSTAR
the LONG awaited pictures from
DARE SUPERSTAR's photoshoot.
dont we just look GLAM GLAM GLAM.
i LOVE you guys!
*kisses to you all.
& more clueless fears.
6:56 PM
6:56 PM
05 March 2007
where are you when i needed you the most?
where'd you go?
i havent slept a wink all night.
i'm blogging before i leave for school.
i'm so caught up in such a mess i cant unsolve it.
i cant collect my thought and solve it.
i cant sleep bcus of it.
bcus of you and you.
bcus of everything.
i dont know what to think now.
help me get through my insomnia that has been going on for months...
& more clueless fears.
5:33 AM
5:33 AM
03 March 2007
i'll reply your tags:
sandy: thanks:) i'm trying not to care about the faggot.
but you know i cant forget it easily. i know you guys care for me.
thanks guys! i love you all.
yeu mahn: thanks. i know you care about me.
i'll try to not care anymore okay?
I'LL TRY...
& more clueless fears.
9:44 PM
9:44 PM
what was all THAT for?
what do you want to prove to me?
she wearing your jersey?
asking me to meet you before i left?
so you can show me who you brought?
asked me if i was staying for dinner?
hang around at the lift just so you can be i the same lift to flaunt her off?
trying to prove to me something?
you actually asked me if i wanted, that we could go back together?
so THAT was your purpose.
how LOW can you get?
so you HAD to come for church today just cus you wanted to show HER off to me.
you low-life scumbag.
rot in hell, if you must.
you're now just to ruin me, arent you.
fuck you.
& more clueless fears.
9:29 PM
9:29 PM
01 March 2007
in LIVE! lesson today,
we had to SEW BANANAS together.
cus like we had to pee off then skin
then break it into 3 pieces.
THEN use needle and thread to sew it back together.
it was suppose to remind us about our friendship with people.
which made alot of sense.
cus once you're hurt the person,
the damage cant be undone.
take a look at the BANANA after the whole process,
it didnt look the same anymore.
it applies to your life.
so dont hurt people for the fun of it.
i'm refering to YOU.
& more clueless fears.
10:20 PM
10:20 PM