27 February 2007
i got officially dumped by HIM today.he said the whole "we're still good friends" speech.oh, go and die.i think i was part of a game.a sick game that you all thought was amusing.see someone hurt.i couldnt contain my tears till i reached home,so in the freaking public bus i started to tear.but no one saw, at least.the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ is my bestfriend again.080107, 281106.now 270207.all these USELESS numbers.HE still had the nerve to ask me how i was doing and how i was feeling online.and HE went into the whole "we're friends, right?" speech.just give me a break.*this is the part where the song "Walk Away" by Paula DeAnda starts playing.*but you've gotta switch the roles, if you get what i mean.the lyrics make alot of sense and has meaning.anyways, i really dont know what is going on.one minute he has feelings or me, and that this whole thing was important to him.the next, he asked his Ex to stead already and i mean nothing to him anymore.in love for a second, the next out of it?HE was suppose to be the mature one.look who's the one being immature.after everything...you did it all for the chase, didnt you.such an amateur.how could you do this to me?i have nothing more to say to you.what can i say to change you back?you yourself said you're changed.what more can i do?i might say that all that matters is that you can be happy...but i want to be happy too.i cant be that now.i'm hurt.cant you read in-between the lines?are you as dumb as i think?
& more clueless fears.
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